Al-Fatihah.

Hello everyone. Sorry for not blogging as much I did before. A bit busier now.

Well, this year had been such a rush. In a blink of an eye, everything's changed so much.

My niece is almost 7 months old. Nephew is 3 years and 3 months old.

Everyone's divided. Very, very divided. Brother's in Kuantan working with a US company(He quitted from Petronas).

This is the month of March. Lots of Birthdays. And also Tahlils.

My aunt, also known as Mak Ngah, passed away at 10:15PM on Sunday.

She's the first sibling of my mother to have passed away. Al-Fatihah.

My grandma, also known as Mek, passed away 9 years ago on the 18th of March.

5 days later than my Aunt. But, still. it was very near.

On the day of my late Aunt's Funeral, In Islam, we bathe the Jenazah and pray for the Jenazah.

I saw a quarter of the process. I saw them clean and wrap my late Aunt's Jenazah with Kain Kapan.

And after all that, we all kissed her before they wrap them fully.

The smell of the oil they put on her forehead was smothered all over my nose and lips after I kissed her.

To be honest, I was scared by that smell. It could give me nightmares. And it did.

But, it was a small thing to me. She's my Mak Ngah, I'd kiss her even if she stinks.

I didn't cry as much as I would. Because first, it was the Brain Fog I'm having since October last year.

And also, because I got to see her before she passed away that night.

I got to see her in the afternoon along with my niece Sophia. My other sister's and brother didn't see her. Even my cousins.

I felt okay. Because at least i get to see her before she went away.

I brought flowers arranged by me and my sister, Mimie. It was the only flower my Late Mak Ngah had in the Hospital.

It was perfect in all it's imperfection. Although it was ugly. It was beautiful.

I don't know how my Pak Ngah will cope with the loss of his wife. His only wife.

Mother said he was restless. He was. He kissed and read the Yassin to his wife's Jenazah more than a few times.

He also read the Al-Quran many times.

It was dearly. Sad. He lost his one and only love.

Althought he was quite selfish when his wife was alive, but, it doesn't mean he didn't love her.

And my late aunt's Jenazah was soft.

Some say, if it's soft, someone's gonna follow her next.

I'm afraid. Pak Ngah seemed lost and tired. He doesn't seem right.

It's not rare, you know. Oh I hate to even think about this.

I'm gonna miss her.

Al-Fatihah to you and Mek. I love you both as much as I love my mom and everyone in this world.

XOXO, Tyty Kamaruddin.

Since 2009.

Hi blog! It's been a long time, isn't it?
The last time i updated my blog was decades ago.
Now, my sister's married and i'm about to be having a niece soon.
In August or September, but i think it'll be August. Her tummy's big!
I've gained weight. A lot of it.
I've been obsessing over Twilight and all the Sagas.
Loving them.
Still single, apparently.
I am sixteen now.
My cute nephew is growing by the second.
I love everyone. I really do.
My favorite Football Club, Spain won the World Cup for the first time.
They killed it! They are the El Matadors! They beat Holland by 1-0.
I hate Holland as they are too cocky for my liking. The football.
Not the people.
But, i'm so happy for Spain as I consider myself as one of the biggest fans.
Probably not that big though...

And, that's it for now.
I will update once in a blue moon. I can't predict when my next
update will be but i hope it's soon enough.

Signing off, Tyty Kamaruddin.

I'm back!

at Home. Monday, 25th may 2009. One of my cats gave birth outside of the house,

we don't know where they keep the babies at. But earlier today,

one of my cats brought this cute little baby kitten home :]

She/he is adorable! Hmm, but we still don't know who's the mother of this kitten.

We'll find out soon....

Tanjung Harapan, Klang. Wednesday, 20th May 2009.

I went there with Mimie, Hannah, Afiq, Syaraf and Adi.

It was really fun! Abg adi and abg afiq brought their cameras and then

we took loads of photos. We did the Science evolution thingy, YMCA

and then we jumped :]

16th May 2009, i drank milk using the milk flavouring straw. TBH, it taste like crap.

at first it was nice, after awhile -- it gets soggy :S

At home. Wednesday, 16th May 2009, the day that my brother and his family came :D

All the photos above, are the photos from last week and today.

Finally, after 10 days of soul searching :] i'm back! okay, so many things have happened. i went to muara for the first time in this year, received 4 new baby kittens. found 1 kitten. adopt a few kids on habbo. lost a few pounds due to drinking mineral water and not eating rice. had a pimple. shaved my legs. Gahh, not much actually. I wanna lose weight and i wanna look like Hanna Beth!

OMG i need to diet diet diet :O

Probably do the detox thingy.

help me peeps.........

XO, Tyty Kamaruddin.

Stressful day. Well, for me it is.

I've no idea why i'm having a bad mood, I kept scolding everyone. I feel crappy -_- .. Pfft, i wanna watch Factory Girl and Breakfast at Tiffany's again. These two movies are wonderful, i tell you. You should probably watch them! Buy their DVDs or watch them on StarMovies and StarWorld. Or you can watch them on YouTube! hehehe, I think you can find them on YouTube :]

One of the scenes from Factory Girl. Wow, i love Sienna Miller and Hayden Christensen together :]

They should be together in R/L. That'll be mega hot.

XO, Tyty Kamaruddin.

LOL

So yesterday, i've realized that i'm not really dyslexic. I'm just not -- exposed? I'm so noob.

I wanted to go to the UOX Play Future on the 30th may, but i dont think i'm going. It's gonna be weird, awkward and scary. It's okay, i'll go NEXT TIME(if they're gonna come again in the future). Urrrrrrr

Aaaah, we watched L Word season 6 earlier :D Me and my 2 older sisters, Shane and Jenny are hot. I love them.

Gahhh, it's 2am right now and i'm downloading songs. I'm already having eyebags : Oh! My brother and my sister in law and my nephew are in town! They arrived earlier. I can't wait to meet them and hug my cute nephew. He's so adorable :)

Isn't he adorable? :)

Enough for tonight, i'm going to bed.

TTYL, Tyty Kamaruddin.

Ouch!

So today me and sister Mimie went to the park, it was fun tho.
Until i accidently banged my head on a pole! :S I'm so clumsy.
Now my i'm feeling dizzy and i bet i'm gonna have like a bum on my forehead 2maro.
Dang, i miss the old me. Fun and bubbly, now i'm invisible. No one noticed me.
Can any of you help me find Tyty Kamaruddin? Have you seen her? :[
LOL, i don't know what i'm babbling about.


XX, Tyty Kamaruddin.

That "time" of the month.

Bleh, i'm having that time of the month :[

I've been grumpy all day, mad at everything. Including my cats.

Sheesh -- i need to control myself.

Anyhooser, i want to avoid online-ing everyday! I wanna focus on education, on what i should do

to make my future better than this.

The other day, i saw this Show on E!, it's called THS: The Kardashians. It's about the Kardashians, it's about how they started. And then there was a story about Bruce Jenner(Kim Kardashian's stepdad). He said "I was dyslexic, i'm afraid to go to the school. I'm afraid that the teacher will ask me to read in front of the class." and i was like "Whaaa? He's just like me. Am i dyslexic or something?" Well, i think i'm dyslexic but minus the mispelling of words, writing and reading. I have a problem with numbers, my mind refused to accept numbers. I'm not good at maths. Seriously. Oh and i'm ALSO, not good with communicating. It's so hard for meh :[

If you don't know what dyslexia is, go search it on google or yahoo answers.

Now i'm tired *Yawns*.

I'm going to bed, good night!

Xo, Tyty Kamaruddin.